17.0 Is It Impossible To Receive Love For True Love?

The next story happened on school days. One day we were waiting in the school bus halt and, a few young boys threw some chits to us. They were going by a van and, I think they went on a trip. They were very noisy and screamed like nothing by putting their heads out of the windows. They yelled, 'Get the chits, Sis...

I was glad, as it happened to most of us the very first time. So, we grabbed those chits and, there were a few postal addresses with telephone numbers. So, we decided to write a letter without calling them. Though there were a few addresses, we thought to write just one letter and, see their reactions. So, writing the letter was our main duty on the following day.

So, we started writing our letter. As the first thing, we introduced our gang. We wrote the way they have thrown away the chits and, conveyed our happy to get in touch with them. After that, we asked certain things about them along with the details of their trip. However, we wrote the letter nicely with soft words and, it resembles the inner thoughts of an innocent girl though we were not an innocent gang. 

Finally, it was a letter with a few pages. Then the next problem was the details of the address that we need to mention to get their response. Those days our parents checked the letters that received to us. So, we could not give our home addresses. Therefore, we decided to give the address of a boarding place where one of our friends stayed. After finalizing all, we posted our letter happily. After a couple of days, our friend came to us with a big envelope as we expected. We thought that there were about four to five pages at least by looking at the outside. 

Though there was a hurry, we had to find out a suitable place to read it safely. So, everybody came up with many suggestions and, finally, we agreed to read it in our school washroom. At that time, we identified that they have written the letter with some rubbish words. It was the best rubbish language, I think. They wrote lots of bad things that cannot even read. Apart from that, they drew some matching pictures for those horrible bad words. I think they tried to visualize it as that rubbish language was specific to them. But we all laughed and read. However, this incident could avoid us from silly things. 

Finally, nobody liked to keep that letter. Therefore, we shredded and flushed it in the toilet. However, it was fun for us to recall it and, laugh for a couple of days. As we introduced each other in the letter, they also replied to us separately. It was the most crucial thing as everybody had to read those rubbish things written for themselves. Later on, we used some of that stuff to embarrass each other. However, it was a shame for us and, we never expect such a response as we wrote a polite letter to those idiots.

After that, the next incident happened because of a letter when I was helping one of my friends. Those days there was a famous newspaper for young fellows and, there was a separate page to identify new friends. There was a small description of each one along with their contact details and snap. So, one of my friends wanted to write a letter to a smart boy. 

He was a handsome guy as per the published photo. I wrote a letter on behalf of my friend because her handwriting was not nice much. So, I wrote what she said, and we did not forget to include some lovely quotes and songs to impress him. After that, I brought the letter as my friend had some sports practice in the afternoon. So, I kept it in the inner pocket of my bag to minimize the risk. Finally, I brought the letter home. At that time, my sister was in the room when I was keeping my bag. I followed up a safe manner to keep my bag on the table.

After that, I had a bath and, had lunch as usual. Nothing has happened, and everything went well. As usual, I had a small nap also and, then my father asked me to come for a while. Then I could understand that it got caught up and, I thought that because of my father's voice tone. It has been changed and, it was a bit lower than the other days. My thought has proved once I saw my sister there. She was sitting next to him, and she smiled happily. Though I did not afraid as it did not belong to me, I embarrassed a lot because of its contents. I hope my father read the entire letter. 

However, it was a big victory for my sister. After a long time, she could inform my fault with evidence and, she thought that my good image was over. Without telling about the letter, my father asked whether they do not love me or not. That was his very first question and, I said that they are loving parents. Then he asked why did I look for the love of somebody at this age. After that, I told everything about the letter, and my father trusted me. At that time, my sister was miserable as it was not the thing that she expected.

However, that letter was thrown away because my dad asked me not to keep it. Then my father explained the fault I did kindly. Once I told everything to my friend, she said that she has done this kind of things many times successfully. But this was my first time and, it was a blast.

Later on, I fall in love with someone and, it has been just loving thoughts in my heart. However, he did not even know about this as I did not show it. But it was an honest love I ever felt.

There was a small problem in his shoulders and, others used several nicknames because of that issue. However, he was my love and, I did not worry about his shoulders. Finally, when I knew that he has a girlfriend, it was shocking news for me. At that time, I built my dreams up to marriage and, there were a few children also. I could not bear up the inner feeling I had and, it was like a burn. I did not experience it before. There were a few friends who had breakups. I listened to their worries several times and, I advised them with some solutions also. But I never think seriously. So, regularly I wrote some letters to him to reduce my pain. But I never posted, and I just kept those with me. I wrote some poems to decorate those letters.

Finally, as usual, my sister read one letter and, after that, I did not want to continue it anymore. I thought that she was the barrier to every shit. However, I was thinking about that person and, I could not avoid it though I stopped writing for him. One day, I took a photograph for the identity of my higher studies and, I could not believe my dull look. That damn sorrow showed in my face. Then I took a decision to change my mind. However, it took a reasonable time to reset my mind back to normal. 

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