Monday, February 18, 2019

18.0 Enjoy Your Own Cup Of Tea In A Huge Cup (And Vomit, My Tea Buddies...).


There are a lot of stories about Milk Tea. I could say that those have been adding one by one to my life stories because of the favor I had for Milk Tea. Milk tea is one of my favorite beverages since childhood. However, my parents said to me that, I did not like to drink milk powder when my mother was feeding me. I vomited it. Though I was a kid, I think, I could select the most precious thing. Lol... So, I drank my mother's milk for three years. Those days, I used to drink milk tea only if it has prepared by my mother or 'Renuka.





Later on, I did not drink plain tea for a long time. I thought it as a useless beverage, which does not have any taste or nutrition. I began drinking plain tea when I was studying a three-months computer course after advanced level exams. That institute gave plain tea around 10.30 a.m. for all the students and, I also used to have plain tea with my friends. That was the start and, plain tea added to my beverage list. 


However, I believe it gave additional energy and power. Especially when you sit in front of a computer for a long time. Sometimes it might apply to all professionals. As I just started my writing stuff, now also I can drink a cup of tea to energize today startup. A few hours back, I had a cup of tea and, it was the second one for today. However, drink sugarless tea if you would like to have many. 

Though our country is very famous for Tea, it is not an easy thing to buy quality Tea for us and, it's price also very high. So, the majority of our people are drinking low-quality tea by exporting high-quality tea to other countries. I cannot figure out the exact reason for that situation, though I am a tea lover. 



A cup of milk tea prepared by mother in the morning was the energy drink in the school days. My mother always gave me a full cup of milk tea upon my request. I used a big teacup. Actually, it was a big tea mug. 


Those days, I was shy to show my tea mug to others as it was a big one. I thought that it would show my greediness to food. However, it was correct regarding milk tea. Therefore, I always made sure of the capacity of the cup I want. The main concern I had was the capacity of the mug when buying a new one. There are certain factors to consider before switching to the new teacup. However, I did not forget to compare the new one with the previous one as well. It is like a process. Though I received many teacups as gifts for the new year, acceptance has done after a thorough checkup. Therefore, every time I had an outdated, not alluring huge tea mug because of my selection criteria. 



In school days, I did not like to prepare and have my cup of tea because of the quality of the taste. However, I had to work on it when my mother was not at home. In such a situation only, I prepared tea for me. This incident happened when I was studying for my advanced level exam.



My mother used to give me a milk tea flask when I was doing studies at night. She asked me to drink it once I feel sleepy. But I thought at what time I should have the first cup of tea when starting night studies. So, it was one motivation fact for me apart from one radio channel I listened to when studying.  Then time to time I checked whether the time has arrived to drink tea in the flask. Once tea finished in the bottle, then I stopped studying as well and, went to sleep. The entire energy for studies depends on that tea flask. Lol... 

So, one day I had to make tea for myself when my mother was not at home. I prepared my night tea with all the skills and, put it into the flask to drink when studying. So, as usual, I started drinking my own tea on planned time after a few minutes. As usual, I filled the entire mug. But I could not drink all because of the taste and, it was not nice.


However, I did not want to throw away my effort.  Therefore, I poured back the rest of the tea into the flask and, kept for next turn. As usual, I had a few cups of tea though it was not nice because I did not want to waste the effort that I put for the preparation. That was the feeling I had to finish it, and nothing else. 

As usual, after a couple of hours, I went to sleep, and I felt damn lethargic like faintish when I was going to bed. Though I thought that I could have a deep sleep, it was a dream and, I woke up as my stomach was annoying me. I could not sleep for more than three hours. I felt like somebody was walking in the stomach and, trying to come out through my mouth. Then again, I tried to sleep and, see. However, it did not work and, I frightened once I felt some salty in my mouth. I realized that was a clue of vomiting and, I did not want to bear up that torment. So, again, I went to bed to avoid vomiting and, tried to sleep. 


However, it did not work at all and, I vomited three to four times till morning. I lost all the energy and, walked to the bathroom like a dummy. In the morning, my father asked 'Shall I prepare a cup of tea for you with coffee?.  At that time, I wanted to vomit again when hearing the name of 'Milk Tea. So, I asked for a coffee without milk. This was fun for my school friends once I told 'Tea and Vomit' story to them. They asked me not to prepare beverages for them once they visit our home.


My Mug...





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Monday, February 4, 2019

17.0 Is It Impossible To Receive Love For True Love?


The next story happened on school days. One day we were waiting in the school bus halt and, a few young boys threw some chits to us. They were going by a van and, I think they went on a trip. They were very noisy and screamed like nothing by putting their heads out of the windows. They yelled, 'Get the chits, Sis...



I was glad, as it happened to most of us the very first time. So, we grabbed those chits and, there were a few postal addresses with telephone numbers. So, we decided to write a letter without calling them. Though there were a few addresses, we thought to write just one letter and, see their reactions. So, writing the letter was our main duty on the following day.


So, we started writing our letter. As the first thing, we introduced our gang. We wrote the way they have thrown away the chits and, conveyed our happy to get in touch with them. After that, we asked certain things about them along with the details of their trip. However, we wrote the letter nicely with soft words and, it resembles the inner thoughts of an innocent girl though we were not an innocent gang

Finally, it was a letter with a few pages. Then the next problem was the details of the address that we need to mention to get their response. Those days our parents checked the letters that received to us. So, we could not give our home addresses. Therefore, we decided to give the address of a boarding place where one of our friends stayed. After finalizing all, we posted our letter happily. After a couple of days, our friend came to us with a big envelope as we expected. We thought that there were about four to five pages at least by looking at the outside

Though there was a hurry, we had to find out a suitable place to read it safely. So, everybody came up with many suggestions and, finally, we agreed to read it in our school washroom. At that time, we identified that they have written the letter with some rubbish words. It was the best rubbish language, I think. They wrote lots of bad things that cannot even read. Apart from that, they drew some matching pictures for those horrible bad words. I think they tried to visualize it as that rubbish language was specific to them. But we all laughed and read. However, this incident could avoid us from silly things. 

Finally, nobody liked to keep that letter. Therefore, we shredded and flushed it in the toilet. However, it was fun for us to recall it and, laugh for a couple of days. As we introduced each other in the letter, they also replied to us separately. It was the most crucial thing as everybody had to read those rubbish things written for themselves. Later on, we used some of that stuff to embarrass each other. However, it was a shame for us and, we never expect such a response as we wrote a polite letter to those idiots.

After that, the next incident happened because of a letter when I was helping one of my friends. Those days there was a famous newspaper for young fellows and, there was a separate page to identify new friends. There was a small description of each one along with their contact details and snap. So, one of my friends wanted to write a letter to a smart boy


He was a handsome guy as per the published photo. I wrote a letter on behalf of my friend because her handwriting was not nice much. So, I wrote what she said, and we did not forget to include some lovely quotes and songs to impress him. After that, I brought the letter as my friend had some sports practice in the afternoon. So, I kept it in the inner pocket of my bag to minimize the risk. Finally, I brought the letter home. At that time, my sister was in the room when I was keeping my bag. I followed up a safe manner to keep my bag on the table.


After that, I had a bath and, had lunch as usual. Nothing has happened, and everything went well. As usual, I had a small nap also and, then my father asked me to come for a while. Then I could understand that it got caught up and, I thought that because of my father's voice tone. It has been changed and, it was a bit lower than the other days. My thought has proved once I saw my sister there. She was sitting next to him, and she smiled happily. Though I did not afraid as it did not belong to me, I embarrassed a lot because of its contents. I hope my father read the entire letter. 

However, it was a big victory for my sister. After a long time, she could inform my fault with evidence and, she thought that my good image was over. Without telling about the letter, my father asked whether they do not love me or not. That was his very first question and, I said that they are loving parents. Then he asked why did I look for the love of somebody at this age. After that, I told everything about the letter, and my father trusted me. At that time, my sister was miserable as it was not the thing that she expected.

However, that letter was thrown away because my dad asked me not to keep it. Then my father explained the fault I did kindly. Once I told everything to my friend, she said that she has done this kind of things many times successfully. But this was my first time and, it was a blast.




Later on, I fall in love with someone and, it has been just loving thoughts in my heart. However, he did not even know about this as I did not show it. But it was an honest love I ever felt.


There was a small problem in his shoulders and, others used several nicknames because of that issue. However, he was my love and, I did not worry about his shoulders. Finally, when I knew that he has a girlfriend, it was shocking news for me. At that time, I built my dreams up to marriage and, there were a few children also. I could not bear up the inner feeling I had and, it was like a burn. I did not experience it before. There were a few friends who had breakups. I listened to their worries several times and, I advised them with some solutions also. But I never think seriously. So, regularly I wrote some letters to him to reduce my pain. But I never posted, and I just kept those with me. I wrote some poems to decorate those letters.

Finally, as usual, my sister read one letter and, after that, I did not want to continue it anymore. I thought that she was the barrier to every shit. However, I was thinking about that person and, I could not avoid it though I stopped writing for him. One day, I took a photograph for the identity of my higher studies and, I could not believe my dull look. That damn sorrow showed in my face. Then I took a decision to change my mind. However, it took a reasonable time to reset my mind back to normal





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